So this was my first relation i was 14 when one of my relative proposed me, I was like comon weronica he's just your cousin just say yes,, so my answer to him was yes,as I was 14 I realy wasn't mature at all, but slowly when I turned 15 I realy started loving him a lot:'(
He's 2 years elder to me,he lied me many times that he doesn't flirt around with girls and etc etc.. I beleived him,, but one day I got to know his facebook password I broke into pieces he had flirted with so many girls etc.. So then I just texted him its over,, but I never told him the truth what I saw all this, I just told him I never loved you and so om.. So he said ok bye and that's it..
1 week later he said sorry and said he won't chat with any girl or have any relation with them etc.. I am so dumb I said ok fine, so we started again we had so many fights but it got sort out, I realy started loving him more and even more,, the way he used to say I thought he realy loved me,, but now when we have broke up I think it was all a lie, but how can soneone fake for such a long time?we where in relation for 1 and half year,, and then suddenly a day came out and we decided we should break up, I said yes because I felt that ya weronica just give him a goodbye because you are going to look a jerk after this,, so I said fine bye he said bye..
And we broke up,, remember( I am virgin, we never had any physical relation) and we are relatives so we often see each other at family get together..
So the day we broke up he moved on in just an hour, he doesn't even remember that I exist, and it has being 4 months we broke up, nothing changed. I think about him crazily :'(
I get sick, am so angry all the time, frustrated :'(
I can't find a consealer because my parents will always come with me where ever I go,, and they have no idea about my relation
Please everyone help me I am going to be mad, I swear I don't know what's happening:'(
I am so stupid that I am crying while typing this too,
Please help me I don't want to think about him. Please help me, he doesn't even care if I exist then why do I care? Please please help me
I want to be happy, I have no idea how it feels being happy anymore
I have freinds but not anyone whom I can trust and talk with, so please help me with somthing best.. I am mad :'(
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