I get anxiety mostly in social situations. Thats it, but when I'm not feeling anxious around my girlfriend or somebody that I'm comfortable with, I'm fine. Sometimes my fucking anxiety kicks in when I don't want it to. For some reason I guess my mind thinks that I'm in danger or something when I'm really not, I just wish it would go away. When my anxiety is so high and "kicked in" I can't just tell it to go away when I want to. But I reaaallllyyyy fucking want to be able to turn it off when I want to. Sorry for my language, but I am just trying to express my frustration and rage toward how pissed off this stupid anxiety makes me. It drives me nuts! It stops me from being who I want to be, and truly pisses me off! My job isn't exactly helping either, when I'm at places or doing stuff that I really don't want to do, but I "have" to do to you know... "make money" and "support myself" thats when my anxiety won't leave me alone. I know I can live life more fully and be the person I want to be if my fucking anxiety would just leave me alone.