I obsess over diseases I could have and really want to be sick. It's not like hypochondria where you get anxious and afraid if you are sick. I WANT something to be wrong with me. But it's not for attention because I also don't want people to know I'm sick...if that makes any sense.
Everything is so empty and I'm indifferent to everything around me. I have been feeling really depressed and feel like there's some kind of "impending doom", but every time I think back to something that had happened I feel a pang of depression. So depressed that I feel a clenching in my chest. Sometimes I feel like people are inside my head and can hear my thoughts. And I have to repeat this phrase to myself before I can continue when I feel like people are inside my head. I always feel this presence around me, so much so, I named him. But when I'm around friends or others I'm fine, and nothing is wrong....but when I'm alone, a lot of the times, I feel like everyone is reading my thoughts and can see and hear what I see and hear.
Everything is so empty and I'm indifferent to everything around me. I have been feeling really depressed and feel like there's some kind of "impending doom", but every time I think back to something that had happened I feel a pang of depression. So depressed that I feel a clenching in my chest. Sometimes I feel like people are inside my head and can hear my thoughts. And I have to repeat this phrase to myself before I can continue when I feel like people are inside my head. I always feel this presence around me, so much so, I named him. But when I'm around friends or others I'm fine, and nothing is wrong....but when I'm alone, a lot of the times, I feel like everyone is reading my thoughts and can see and hear what I see and hear.
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Hi there...
It could be possibly depression, or many other issues. Have you checked with a professional yet to see what a possible diagnosis could be?
It seems like you do really need to at least talk to a T, to see what can be done.
Best,
Clyde