My best friend was really depressed when I first met her and she tried to push me away. But after a year of so, I got through to her. Now I know that her home life if bad because her mom is practically bipolar and favors the middle girl and the youngest has a disability so that leaves my friend who is the baby sitter and is constantly yelled at. She cuts herself and has incredibly low self esteem. She listens to My Chemical Romance and loves every part that talks about death. She has decided that the meaning of life is death and refuses to live past 30. I'm scared she's going to commit suicide and she's stubborn so I can't get through to her. Help me!