Avatar Posted by jamesk09 67 days ago (Question)
hello,just want some advice on things since i think i suffer from depression my mates tell me i need to see someone to and im only 17 and iv'e heard at as young age depression isnt right
over the past few months iv'e gone threw many family and girlfreind issue's
i am not too sure bout what the source of my problem is but lately iv'e gone very aggresive aand not caring about what happens to my self and other things
i easily forget things and lately i dont ahve a very good apatite for food at all my sleep routine has completely fucked up im staying up till the enxt day and sleeping throught the entire day
i feel sad and i get abbusve towards people including my mum who has suffered from many fatal heart surgerys
im punching things crying for no reason ,but my mates make me feel good though but it feels like im putting an act on sometimes coz inside i feel sad but out side i feel aggresive and fearless
i recently had a fall out with my father and it has had a big effecton me coz i was always back and fourth to places when i was younger
iv'e recently split up with a girlfgreind too which personaly i think i put too much effort into it i have had a lot of girl freinds but this one was diffrent she seemed to me someone to hold on and she also had problems with issues with her uncle and brother which i understand,but it qwas jsut as i fell out with my father,
theres been times whereive just down paracetomals but i have a lot of pride and that kind of keeps me going
and around my mates i lead the pack and i feel like im being to much of a twat to them sometimes i have changed person around my freinds and ertain ones because of past issues,ive head buttied punched them gripped them over pety things,and im a prick towards my mum for no reasons half the time i dont feel liek im being myself,iv'e even taken samurai swords and blades out with me on certain occasions and i do eventialy fear that im going to seriousely hurt somebody,im sitting her now thinking bout it and itscares me coz i cant control myself when im not being myself
my mumalso suffers from deopresion ,she sais herself sometimes you need to get sorted
im in college now and it does feel like it will be better for me and help me find myself as a person,but in the morning and nights im jsut constantly upset and sad and al li want to do is be around my mates
i smoke alot i smoke up to 20 aday sometimes before 10 would last me
i can have hysterical moods like being realy happy but it feels like im accomplishing something inside
about 3 months ago i got done over with knuckle dusters and i laughed al lthe way through ive been in fights and laughed with half my mouth ripped open and stil lkept going i feel invincible and a lot of my freinds are scared of me ,but i raly realy dont want that id do anything for my freinds but it feels like im slowely losing them
i have a laugh with them ,but as i said its only when im in a certain mood or im hysterical
music helps me relax sometimes.
i also feel energyless and long for my weekends and laze around in the weeks but when it gets to the weekend i dont bother doing much

you confused so am i but any thing you understand let me no, even if its the shortest phraseof advice just quote me or say it coz at the end of the day it all helps
and i seriouselythink i need help
i scored 9 out of 10 on the depression test which is very bad ,i no it aint a teenage phase its very different so jsut advise me please


Answers

Written by Chemar 67 days ago Rating: 0 | Rate Answer: + -

Hi, sorry for what you are going thru

IMHO you need to go to see a doctor to be checked out. many things can cause what you are experiencing and only a qualified doctor can help you find out what is wrong and the best way to treat it.

Written by jamesk09 65 days ago Rating: 0 | Rate Answer: + -

thankyou,

what is imho??

is it some sort of aggresion treatment??

sorry i dotn realy understand these things.

thanks

Written by jamesk09 65 days ago Rating: 0 | Rate Answer: + -

dont worry i got it in my humble opinion sorry,

thanks alot

Written by Clyde 49 days ago Rating: 0 | Rate Answer: + -

To me, it sounds like depression. I definitely would go get it checked out as well.

If your Mom had it, there is an even better than normal chance you would have it, so please get it checked.

Best,

Clyde


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