Without going into too much detail, my parents died only 9 months apart from each other. One of a terminal illness, one in a very bad car accident that I was also in. Since then I honestly believe I died and can't remember at least 6 weeks of my life after that. I detest being around people now. I suppose by clinical standards, you could call me agoraphobic. I see the world a lot differently than I used to and it's almost as if I can see the "BS" in people which in turn leads me not to believe in humankind anymore. I have no ambition, no drive to do anything and it nags at me terribly. I'm not on any medications with the exception of a few aspirin from time to time, but I know something isn't right. From my limited access, what could I do to fix this problem?