I Lost a good friend a few days ago, and i haven't had the opportunity to grieve. i didn't tell my parents because i didn't want to make them worried...I never even got a chance to see the burial.. The way he left...... Awful..... He took his life and i can't help but think i should have known.... should have been able to stop it....... I am 17 and a high school girl. I have had thoughts of following in his steps... How do i keep those thoughts at bay?!?