I have no idea where to start I have been a Cutter for 2 years now.
and it is slowly getting worse. I cry all day long I feel I have sever depression but not sure now on to my question.
My husband and I let his what we thought was his best friend live with us in our home untill he got back on his feet. He was living her for about 1 year and 11 month when this Happened that changed our whole life.
We got a visit 2 1/2 month ago from CYS that That there was alleged reports that he had molested both my girls 2 and 4 years of age. after they investigated this it was found to be true with the 4 year old and they are unsure of the 2 year old as she can not speak fully yet to ask question. Now as a mother I feel like it my fault I'll explain why I was the one who talked my husband into letting him live with us as he had no home. Then 1 month prior to this being found out this guy an I had a fight and he was going to move out and I asked him to stay till he found a place. I never left my kids home alone with him as they are mine and my husbands responsibility not his. I feel like a bad mother we are supposed to protect our kids from harm and I failed them. I hold my daughter all the time a say I'm sorry I didn't protect you. and I cry I make sure I say it soft enough she doesn't hear me as I don't want her to get upset more. I feel Guilty Sad and blame my self every day how can I stop these feelings. also I have felt I have had depression for 3 years now and this doesn't help it any
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