i have alot of things going on in my head and i cant take it anymore.. i am a 20 year old single mother and my depression is taking over me. me and the father of my child broke up about 10 months ago and do this day all i do is think about him. we broke up because he cheated on me while i was pregnant and about 2 weeks after i had our child. i have been looking for someone ever since and i can not find anyone i feel ugly.. i feel like no one wants to be with me that i am gonna grow old and be single. about a month or so ago i found out that my best friend whom i trusted was messing around with my ex which i still have feelings for and they are mad at me and i dont understand why they are mad at me.. i go to bed thinking about it every night i just want to fall asleep without seeing them. i dont know if i really want him back at all but i know that i do have strong feelings for him still and i dont want them two to be together.. but other than him i try to find someone they all tell me im pretty but i think that no one wants to be with me because i have a kid.. my kid means everything to me and if they dont want me because of him then i dont want them but im sick of being lonely i want someone in my life.. i hate being alone more than anything.. i just feel like the last 5 months of my life has done nothing but go down hill. it all started off by getting pulled over for an expired registration that my ex neglacted to tell me about, then not even a week later i hit a bear and it totalled my car and i loved that car, then i find out that my ex and best friend were going behind my back, she started a rumor that i am a terrible mother and dont deserve my child which hurt me more than anyone could ever imagine, i cant find a job anywhere and i dont have a car to travel, and im so sick of rejection. someone please help me i dont want to cry anymore i dont want to feel worthless or ugly.. i dont want to be like this anymore i want my old self back now
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