Avatar Posted by Hikari-Chan 258 days ago (Question)
I really would just like some help. Im constantly feeling depressed and I don't know why. Sometimes its highs and Lows, but other times its just numbness. I really want the pain to end. My parents are divorced, I was adopted and don't know who my real father was. My mother and my grandmother were apparently both Bi-polar, and I'm really not sure what's wrong with me. I used to cut my wrists when I was feeling numb, but I had some help quitting about a year ago. I'm only 14 and Im wishing for suicide. I've considered it a few times. I really just don't know what to do anymore.....


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Written by Francesca 258 days ago Rating: 0 | Rate Answer: + -

Just because your relatives were bipolar doesn't necessarily mean that you are. I don't think you truly want to end it you are probably just yearning for impact or sensation. Whatever the case try to channel these urges to more productive outlets. Find extremely positive things, and get rid of the idea that you have no choice in how you feel. You can choose to focus on better things.

Written by Clyde 254 days ago Rating: 0 | Rate Answer: + -

Can you talk to your schools guidance counselor or a doctor about your feelings?

It does sound like you are calling out for help and you feel that no one is listening. We are, and they will be too, you just have to let them know.

Best,

Clyde


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