I've become depressed over the past couple years, basically off and on. Lately though, its never ending. I have no friends. I'm short tempered with everyone I know, and I can't help myself with that.. I'm isolating myself from everyone.
When I look ahead to the future I literally see nothing to look forward to, I have no hope that things will eventually turn themselves around because life has proved to me time and time again that hope is useless to have.
I see other people enjoying their lives, enjoying their highschool years, and here I am a senior.. and all I have is regret. Should of's, could of's, but never did. I've isolated myself and created a world I hate. I hate myself and this life I live. I don't understand why i have to live this sad grim life and others get to live lives they love.
i was in therapy for awhile, but honestly.. it wasn't helping. I've become so depressed anymore that its hard to get out of bed, to eat, to do anything.
some days are worse than others. I've tried not to think about suicide but honestly, sometimes its hard not to.
I'm so lost and afraid of what I've become, but mostly I'm sad that I'm forced to live this life I hate.
How do I get past this?
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