Im just 12 years old and im having troubles in my life. I cry myself to sleep and think about sucide attempts everyday. Im always in my room wanting to be alone. My habits have changed majorly. I wish all the time of never wanting to be alive but I know my family will be lost without me. Im smart and I have everything I need to make it to college. I want to become a writer when I get older but the way I think and how my life is I dont think I will make it to fillful my dreams.