I'm sixteen and I have a pretty pathetic life. I have absolutely no friends due to a fight I had with a popular girl at school. I've been lonely and friendless for about a year now. My parents don't understand why I'm unwilling to do anything around the house or even get out of bed. My parents make fun of the fact that I have no friends, everyday I'm being mentally abused. I'm not good at anything, and I feel as though I'm a jinx. I feel as though I'm the reason my parents have fights or I'm the reason everyone is upset; because it always leads back to me. I do think that if I disappeared everyone would have an easier life. I'm very depressed and think about killing myself everyday. The only reason I haven't m killed myself yet is because I'm afraid of pain. So I'm trying this new type of method where I'm starving myself to death.
I'm probably just some joke to God. And I'm sorry I've let him down.
Even though I have dreams I feel as though I can't pursue them. Plus I'm not very good looking, so its not like I'm going to get married or even have children. I have nothing to look forward too in the future. So I mind as well end it now right?
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