u know what the most fuked thing of all is...i want nothing more than death to come, yet not even being capable of caring enough to do anything about it...lol ironic right...
25yrs of this thing called life yet i still have not lived a day.
a cocktail of effexor, xanax, and dexamphetamine, still not enough to give me any drive to get up and walk to the kitchen to get something to eat. maybe three days now i haven't eaten, physically in pain but a relief.
im not sad or upset. im um well nothing, as in I feel nothing, numb. zombie, all I am is a zombie.
i don't even know what im writing, i can't think. JUST FUKING KILL ME ALREADY
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