i cant help but to hold a grudge against my sister for cutting my dolls hair when i was six. i want to move on and get over it but i cant Read More »
My boyfriend and I were very strong on the internet for almost a year. We decided to take it offline, an when we did, he said that he's just felt emotionless, that he was scared.We had planned this for a while, an he was fine up until he saw me, and he said he just suddenly got scared, emotionless, depressed. He said that he wants me, but then he Read More »
I've had depression just about all my life. I was a social reject all through school and was mentally and physically abused by my parents. My dr put me on antidepressants (ludiomil) in about 1980 when I started having constant thoughts about suicide, and that seemed to work for the depression but left me feeling zombified, oversedated and with ne Read More »
When I was in grade 8 I met a gril who I will never forget. She was clinically depressed and I couldn;t understand why, bit I loved her. I was too shy to ask her out untill the summer before grade 9, right before she moved away. We dated for about a month and a bit before she broke it off because it wasn't working out, years before I understood h Read More »
My parents are not divorced but Im always always fighting with them. Im always wanting to cry, I feel guilty, hopeless, worthless, and I do have thought about suicide. Read More »


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I grew up with a mother and a father who always provided for me and my sibling's. Anything i wanted i always got i guess u can say i was spoiled. One thing that i never had from them was love, my family never showed any affection we never say that we loved each other. My Mother was a very private person never really showed her emotions unless she Read More »
I am dysthymic, low-self esteem, have a negative attitude and a bad communicator. I've been this way for nearly two decades. I reflect that on my husband, whom I put down all the time (subtly and I'm not aware that I am doing it) because I am not aware of how I communicate. We fight frequently because of this. He's told me many times over w Read More »
well i havent worked in 2 and a half years due to substance abuse (which is in remission), i now have this never ending feeling of nothing. i dont care about anything, no hope, i feel like im in this crazy world in which i dont belong. i have recently recieved my last long term disability check from work. i have like 40000 in my 401k, and i feel Read More »
Sometimes I go through periods of starving myself, or eating a piece of fruit every few days. When I do this, I feel happy and my mood's generally better. When I don't and I'm eating at what most people would consider a 'normal amount' I feel really depressed and low.
I've been told my depression might be caused by a bad diet, but when I' Read More »
I have been feeling depressed for the last two years. Nothing incapacitating or no suicidal thoughts, just very sad, confused, and lonely. I graduated from college two years ago. After I graduated a lot of things have been bothering me.
For starters, For the first year I did not have a job. I wanted to attend graduate school for Clinical Ps Read More »