Words can’t describe how much pain I’m in. I love him so much and he couldn’t give two shits about me. He had said he loved me and cared about me and than started acting like I don’t exist. I don’t know what to do. This hurts so bad. I really can’t live without him. He’s all I think about. We broke up in April and ever since than I’ve been going through the worst bout of depression I’ve ever experienced. I really cant take this anymore. I met an awesome guy who wants to take me out, but I’m not going to give him a chance because all I can think about is how he’s not him. I hate my life. I hon Read More »
Lately, since I quit my job, I've been having trouble finding a new one. I quit because one of the other employees was bullying me, saying things like I have an oily face, that I should go be a prostitute, etc. She even called me from the business phone and screamed at me that
I was fired, though she wasn't someone who could fire me. Since then, I've had trouble building my confidence back up, and I'm not really motivated to do anything. I want to give up, and everyone is convinced that there is something wrong with me,and I agree. I just can't get up and motivate to do anything about it. I Read More »

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Last year I was in seventh grade and at my first year of middle school. I loved school and liked all my friends. When it was around christmas time the people at my lunch table were being mean to me. I wanted to leave their lunch group but for some reason I couldn't do it. I was to afraid they would be even more mean if I left.

It went on like this for about a week and then I started to fake being sick so I wouldn't have to go back to school. I would cry all the time and I was really sad and my mom new something was wrong. She knew that I was faking being sick after Read More »
My situation is long and depressing. I’m in 11th grade and I want to leave my home. My friends have turned on me and I’m not doing anything wrong. I’m a nice person and a Christian. I love God and he has helped me through this. I’m not an open person to talk to people about my problems. But it all started in the 8th grade. My parents sent me to public school. I got A’s and B’s. I was perfect there, and had tons of friends. Then in the summer they decided to send me to a private school, and my final decision was “ I want to save the money for college”. But my dad insisted on me going to a priv Read More »
i feel really low i start feeling low anytime any moment. i feel like crying like mad but i can't. life seems to be hell. i feel like running or kill my self but i know i can't do anything because of my lovely daughter i can't leave her and go. she is the reason that i'm staying in this house. but having such good reason to life. still i feel low and can't enjoy my motherhood. i think i should go to psychiatrist but don't know what to say to my family they will say that i'm perfect and i don't need doctor but i want to go. to make myself feel that i'm perfect or to know the reality of my life Read More »
I only time I listen to the urges is when I''m stressed out. Anyways I'm wondering what would happen if I starved myself to the point where I'd pass out? How would docs figure out how it came to be? How would it be treated? Im only wondering in case my disorder gets bad enough for this to happen.. Its sorta getting to that point and I need to know some things. thanks. Read More »
Whats the difference from Bi-polar and Borderline personality disorder? Im diagnosed with BPD but sometimes I think Im Bi-polar. Read More »
When I was in 3rd grade I had discovered that I have ADD after that we found a medication that help but I picked these scabs on my face.since Now I'm going to ninth grade I quit the picking but people think im weird.now all summer I am very lonely no friend to go do stuff with. So how do I not be lonely?
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Hi, I'm very scared and confused because lately I almost constantly think about self harming or bulimia and starving myself and things like that, I break down whenever someone asks me if I am ok and I cry a lot. I'm having trouble sleeping and sometimes I even want bad things to happen to me and I don't know why. I'm having a pretty tense moment because I'm not sure if I'll get to go to the IB program which would be basically my only hope to get to a good university when I get out of school and I'm also having a few friend issues and mom issues too.
I'm scared of talking to my friends about Read More »
I don't really have a question. I just want everyone to know that no matter how bleek or unfixable a problem maybe OR how much you may hate life, it will work itself out. Stay/get on a righteous path & do positive steps to try & make your life better & I promise you it will pay off. When you feel you've hit rock bottom, then there's no where to go but up. You may not see it improving now & it may take a while but love yourself, don't do anything to damage yourself, only take steps to better yourself & watch life change. Life is ever changing. I'm so glad I chose to live. I'm so happy I didn't Read More »