H ave you ever been so afraid of being attacked or hurt that you would try to stay on guard constantly? If you asked me this question about a year ago, I would answer yes. Why did I feel like this? I am still wanting to find out. I will find out in the future.

I was born the youngest of 4 in a small town in the middle of nowhere, West Virgini Read More »
i dont know where to start..

im 22 married to a divorced man we have a daughter 7 months old.

i feel unhappy with my marriage now. i think on cheating on him.

i was his mistress and he divorced his wife because of me. but im not happy now because we have a lot of problems.

he has to pay his exwif Read More »
I don's know what to do to help my husband of 10 years. We have 5 children and he is battling prescription drug addiction that I now think was caused by his depression. He has been like this for the past 3 years after his dad passed. He also has had some medical problems that are making him feel hopeless and attributed to the addiction. He has ju Read More »
Right now, I don't even want to be alive. The only reason I haven't killed myself already is I have things to tie up. If I just up and offed myself too many people would blame themselves or asinine reasons that ultimately mean nothing to me. I may be suicidal but I don't want to leave people blaming themselves. This is all me.

I stopped cari Read More »
I have been having so many issues with little things. "Many" in a sense that I often take notice of the small and petty things (i.e. friends did not wait for me when they all went out to grab a bite, someone did not notice when I said hi, people not replying to what I am asking, saying, or telling them... etc). These kind of things that can be e Read More »


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I have been making great social connections at school, and have been doing really great on meds, but lately i've begun to resent school again. Also i got a new english teacher, whom hates my guts. She tires me out and her lectures are relentless. I've been sleeping as soon as i get home and just becoming extremely tired. I resent going to school Read More »
Ok my friends, This is the second time typing this out so it's going to be quicker. Last few weeks, BAD. I was doing so good and now i'm doing shit. Really shitty. I had an incident for the first time in monthes with purging cut myself and yesterday. Lost my virginity in irresponsible sex. With a friend. I'm on birth control for my period but I Read More »
I've started college last year. I've been in counseling for a year now, and I'm on my third counselor. I've been put on medication and had to switch because it was making me more suicidal. I can't stand needles, but I've had to get a blood test anyway, which my doctor gave me the option of skipping, but I did it anyway. I've had a few episo Read More »
Does anybody know what happened to Bellacutie the user here? she used to always answer my questions and she was so fantastic! What happened? Where did she go? Somebody please help!!!! Read More »
Hi, I'm a teenager and I cut myself.

In September, my father died from heart failure.

But there was so much to his story.

I was never close to my dad, but he would do anything for me. He always wanted me to be happy, and he always chose family over friends. He worked two jobs just to make ends meet. But he had fought with my mom since i Read More »