All of my life i have been a quiet reserverd person. When i was younger i was shy and always felt like i didn't have any friends. It was hard for me to be social, all thoughout middle and high school i was known as the quiet girl. I had a hard time trusting people and still do. Now that i am older im not so much shy but im still quiet and reserved and i kind of hate that about myself, because i feel that i am never going to be happy and that im holding myself back from things i want to accopplish. I have never been in a relationship because of my insecuries im always feeling like i will never be good enough for anyone or i would be too boring for someone. Being that i am 20 now its still like im trying to find myself like i don't know who i am. Sometimes i feel as if i never knew who i was. I've been depressed ever since the age of about 14. I just never like who i was as a person and im still trying to figure out who i am. My question is how do i find myself?