Avatar Posted by xXdeathbylifeXx 403 days ago (Question)
I am 15 year old girl and i dont know what to do anymore. I have been feeling really bad for the last month. I havnt told any1. Except my best friend. I have been cutting myself and i burnt my arm on the oven today on purpose. I feel like i want to die. My friend doesnt even care. I told her i wanted to kill myself and she thought i was lying. I mean it is not like any1 would care if i did. My mother hates me and i dont have a dad. I just want to sleep for ever and not go to school. I dont know what else to do. i just need some1 to tell me why i feel like this. I am scared that i will do something that i will regret i already have but i cant stop thinking about how i would kill myself. thanks if any of u can help me. bye


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Written by Clyde 403 days ago Rating: 1 | Rate Answer: + -

Hi there Life,

You definitely need to talk to your school counselor as soon as possible.

If you ever have suicidal feelings, which it sounds as if you are having, you need to call 1-800-SUICIDE, or visit the Samaritans (check their website) and let your counselor know.

You are self-injuring to get people to notice and "see" the insidewardly pain...you need to discuss this with your school counselor soon and get to feeling better.

I hope you do this soon. You so deserve to be happy :)

Best,

Clyde

Written by xXdeathbylifeXx 402 days ago Rating: 0 | Rate Answer: + -

How do i talk to the couselor. I dont feel like i can. I just feel like it would be easier to end it all then i wouldnt have to feel like this. Nothing helps

Written by TheFallOfAnEmpireBiscuit 402 days ago Rating: 1 | Rate Answer: + -

hey maybe i can help.. ive been there.. drop me an email? AlexPoolman@hotmail.com

im sure i can help

--Biscuit

Written by bp2hope 401 days ago Rating: 1 | Rate Answer: + -

Hello, I just said a prayer for you. I hope that you have reached out by now and gotten some help. I know it seems like the hardest thing to do right now, but YOU are worth it, and you do deserve happiness. If you don't feel you can talk to your counselor, I suggest writing it down, a note, like you did here, and hand it to them. If you can't even bring yourself to do that, PLEASE call one of the numbers Clyde included above. Finally here's a link to an excellent letter about suicide from someone who seems to really truly understand. Check it out: http://www.metanoia.org/suicide/. Please get help very soon! I know it doesn't feel like it right NOW, but there truly IS HOPE.


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