I am so tired of living. I feel like i.m a failure at life. I cant keep a job for more than a few years. I cannot keep a steady relationship. everyday I think to myself "how much more of this am i going to take before i end it. I have alot of wonderful people in my life, but I just can.t talk to them about what is going on in my head. The only thing that has kept me from doing it already is that it will hurt my family,but the more I think about it the more I think they would be better off without me. I just cant think of any reason to go on. I know I need help but I dont know where to go. I have no insurance,I have no job. I dont know what to do but end it all. I am so tired of hurting.


Answers


Chemar
1845 days ago
Hi

I am so sorry you are feeling this way.

Most counties have mental health clinics so you should be able to be seen there. Have you tried applying for Medicaid?

Also, it can be very therapeutic connecting with others who experience similar things, so understand and can support you.

You may want to take a look at the community forums here at PsychCentral. http://forums.psychcentral.com/

If you feel suicidal please do take a look at http://www.metanoia.org/ for immediate help

I do hope you are able to see a doctor. It may be just a small thing out of balance in your system that is causing this major upheaval for you

praying things get better for you



lovek
1845 days ago
Hi. I know it can be hard sometimes, but never give up. There are many people who feel like you do and it goes far from what you can control, I think you are very smart because you know you need help and you are trying to get it. You have to congratulate yourself for doing that. You do it because deep down you know you are worth living. I think everyone has the right to live and have a good life. try going to one of these health clinics, you can even go to a regular hospital they will help you, psychologists work there too, if you are a student try someone in your school they have psychologist too and they will help you find a way that u can afford or for free. sometimes the body needs some extra help and a specialist can give you some pills that will help your body feel balanced. Also try some cognitive therapy, it will help you change your way of thinking and once you do this the world wont be the same for you. I once read a quote that said: "the world never changes, the way we look at it does, that's all". it may not be easy to change your thoughts alone, but someone can try it. Also talk to someone in your family, tell them you want help i think they will feel happy to be able to help you and not loose you. If you decide you dont want to be part of this world and decide that they wont help you im sure your family would feel like they wish they had the opportunity to make you happy so take advantage of that and ask for help. That is why they are there, to love you and to make you feel happy when you feel alone. I hope this helps you, I really do.



pickled
1844 days ago
Your probably a very very very smart person with the wrong people around you. Dont give up hope. Keep trying and you will find smart people to talk to. They are only a few people like this, though keep searching for them. Your not alone xxxx



Clyde
1839 days ago
See the above mentioned comments. You are intelligent, and can see there are problems.

Can you find a mental health practitioner near you? You can go to the emergency room and let them know how you feel, or you can do the metanoia website or the psych central site too.

Or you can even call 1-800-SUICIDE.

Please dont give up.

Best,

Clyde



jamrah
1834 days ago
focus in this well

its not about your abilities then you fail then you are a loser !!!

no no no

it is just you are not stable from inside

simply

you jway31501 consisting of tow parts :

1) a body

2) a soul

both of them needs feeding

maybe you feed your body well ( then you have no physical problems)!

but what about your soul?

are you sure you feed it well?

what is its healthy feeding?

what can poisons it?

why do you feel unstable?

here is your problem

sad soul!!!

fix it and every thing will be allright.

for help jamrah@hotmail.com