Ok here's my problem a year ago i was at a friends party at the time I was depressed a bit about a girl who rejected me and I was feeling down on myself.
I was always the party type of guy used to pick up chicks and everything.
Now at this party there was a friend who's gay cousin came and they asked us to be nice to him becauze he was the only gay guy.
Now we started drinking i spotted a girl whit who i ended up in bed but before that we got really really drunk i dont remember a thing from that night only that i woke up whit the girl and everything else my friends told me.
Now here comes the thing that disturbes me since that friend who had that gay cousin is a good friend of mine i was nice to the guy and we talked alot that night and it felt good that someone listened to me about my problems but i also got very drunk... and my friends say they saw us kiss 2 times and after that i went whit that girl i spotted to a room and and that's where i woke up the next day.
Now what i wanna know am i gay ?
I never ever looked at men whit attraction since I know myself I always loved girls even my favorite is girl on girl.Even after this party I hooked up whit chicks.
After this event i even looked at gay porn to be sure i'm not aroused but couldn't look more then 10 sec because i find it disgusting.
I know about myself that im a bit paranoid kind and for some reason i always provoke myself whit stupid things like this so i cant sleep at night.Just like last time I had to go to a hospital whit my lungs and since then i had this paranoia that im gonna end up whit cancer.
And this event has been haunting me for a while had a few sleepless nights and i just wanna know is this my paranoia or sometime in the future i'm gonna discover that i'm gay?
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