I have been wanting to be sick for the longest time. I just need something to be wrong with me. I don't know why, but I want to be in therapy. I have some early symptoms of schizophrenia, but I'm not sure if I'm just blowing things out of proportion. I don't know what to do. I have been talking to myself and feeling as if people are inside my thoughts and can read my mind, but I don't know if I'm just so obsessed over wanting to be "insane" that I'm just making it out worse than it really is. I sometimes feel like people are watching me and can see what I'm doing against my will and I bugs me enough that I have to tell the presences in the my head to go away and leave me alone.
I've had really bad headaches lately and a vertigo-like sensation in my peripheral vision. I also have been feeling a sense of depersonalization and/or derealization a lot lately. Please help me explain my symptoms.
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