I don't know exactly what makes me feel so hot tempered all the time. I can be fine one minute but god forbid someone start talking and I'm irritated. If they try to talk to me directly I'm snapping at them. I don't seem to give a care in the world about anything, all I feel I ever say is 'I don't care, what do you just don't get about it? I don't care" no matter what the issue is at hand. I just always want to be left alone and not have to deal with anyone or anything. I pretty much hate people in general! The slightest of things pisses me off and I can't seem to control it. I've realized that I'm far to emotional and will start to get teary eyed while watching certain TV programs. I don't know why, I've taken medication for depression but it just don't work. I can only tolerate people for so long and then my true rude personality comes out and I'm yelling and bitching about things that happened years ago and can't seem to get the thoughts out of my head. I feel like my brain is always racing, like it never stops. It has me to the point I can be fine one minute watching TV by myself and in my head I'm thinking of something and it just sets me off and I'm pissed again. What is wrong with me???