I'm 18 and I have been living alone for the past 5 months. I'm not really good with people. For the past few years I have been having some disturbing dreams and I really didn't think much of them until I saw one in a dream book. Alot of my dreams are about my mom making me eat vommit. But just recently I had a sort of long and even more disturbing one. I started off in school and I couldn't find my back pack so I went into the hall and I was on a cruise ship playing hide and seek with these 4 Irish guys. I hid in the cuboard in my room and they cam in talking about how I should know that they are my real brothers. I came out and I was on a farm and we kept discussing our family morals. Then I saw a rattlesnake and I really wanted the rattle so I got an ax with a long handle and started chopping at it but the ax wouldn't penetrate anything it would just squish the snake and it kept trying to slither away and I kept dragging it back. The all the sudden the snake was a neked girl in my bathc tub and she was trying to cover herself up with a picture of herself in a leather jacket and I realy wanted that picture so I kept hacking at her and she wouldn't die until finally I smashed her temple. I have no idea why I had this dream, I don't remember eating anything strange before bed and I would never do anything like that in real life. Could it mean something or is it just one of those random dreams people have from time to time?