Sometimes it feels I'm breaking free; sometimes sliding back.
For years seems I'm doting over death, or at least the thrill of being Right on the edge. Heroin ..... that should explain volumes. ...& on top of that, I picked a lot of whores, to be my heroin from being alone. For record both habits have been stopped. Knowing full well she might have AIDS, I'd whisper to her "I'd die for you".
Thank GOD to keep it away.....prostitutes, who later I found out did have AIDS, refused me , no matter what I offered. warped sense of romance.
Now I wonder how to not fall for new way, to Dote over death.
If only the band played more...By-Definition.....youtube: IBEW drummer

"Doting Over Death" ....... Time to stop. … Doting over Death
pseudo adventures through the ma-cob
plastic TV travels to the other side
to CUT DOWN that devil IS the job

I'm Gonna Go Through those Aches & Pains...... *
'Cuz Lately I've Been Getting REAL High...
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I Just had My Collision with the Sky.....
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...& You Know what happens Next!!!! *

Tomorrow I Won't be able to Stomach

what the Mirror , Reflects................... *



Answers


bella
1094 days ago
Hi WeirdAl - good for you in getting off the heroin - how did you manage to stop? Usually behind addiction and dangerous behavior are dark repressed emotions. Have you been tested for AIDS - if not I think you should be tested if you've had multiple partners. Have you thought about seeking help for what behind this risk taking behavior and your past addiction. What goals do you have in life and why don't you care about living? I think you should seek help and make a better life for yourself. We're here to talk if you want to.



WeirdAl
1037 days ago
THE WAY : GOD's way or no way; by definition for GOD's glory ...

► 3:46► 3:46



www.youtube.com/watch?v=C4M3i_ajasANov 10, 2011 - 4 min - Uploaded by bydeffinition

THE WAY : GOD's way or no way; by definition for GOD's glory. IBEW drummer playing harp ...



Chemar
1094 days ago
Hi

It honestly sounds to me like you need to be in counseling



WeirdAl
1037 days ago
THE WAY : GOD's way or no way; by definition for GOD's glory ...

► 3:46► 3:46



www.youtube.com/watch?v=C4M3i_ajasANov 10, 2011 - 4 min - Uploaded by bydeffinition

THE WAY : GOD's way or no way; by definition for GOD's glory. IBEW drummer playing harp ...



Cody
1093 days ago
Hello WeirdAl.

I just want to say that I believe in God and do follow the Holy Bible. The Bible can answer a lot of questions. It is good to hear you are trying to get off heroin and have stopped your habits.

Adopt a new pure attitude towards life. Figure out how to cleanse your body and mind. Change your addictions to something pure and something that is not disgusting.

For example a good addiction would be eating sunflower seeds. Just an example.

Chemar is right, counseling would benefit in my opinion as well.

You need to learn to adopt a mindset that is cured from all corrupt thoughts and temptations. Seek motivation to cure yourself of these corrupt habits and thoughts(this was assumed).

I wish you the best and God bless.



WeirdAl
1037 days ago
THE WAY : GOD's way or no way; by definition for GOD's glory ...

► 3:46► 3:46



www.youtube.com/watch?v=C4M3i_ajasANov 10, 2011 - 4 min - Uploaded by bydeffinition

THE WAY : GOD's way or no way; by definition for GOD's glory. IBEW drummer playing harp ...