Well, thanksgiving just passed, and it was horrible. I binged and purged about 6 times. It was even worse that everyone kept telling me I looked good and asked how I lost so much weight. I just felt so guilty throwing up my food on a dau when I'm supposed to be thankful for everything I have. How am I supposed to make it through christmas? I want to be able to enjoy opening all my presents and spending time with my family instead of worrying about food.