I don't care about anything, and I don't have feelings. I don't get happy or sad. The last time I remember having an actual feeling was about five years ago and that was rage. besides that I haven't felt anything besides anger or irritation. I don't care about other people, or what they have to say unless it puts me at an inconvenience. My mother has had three heart attacks in the last year and a half, I understand that I should feel sad or upset or concerned or something but I just think how inconvenient it would be if she died because I would have to go all the way down to Florida and I'm the only one in my family who can afford to pay for the funeral. I have learned to give the appropriate response to people when they are talking to me, but sometimes I end up laughing at things that other people don't find funny at all. I am not really interested in having sex either. I find it entertaining but I don't get any actual pleasure out of it, 8 times out of 10 I won't reach climax. I have never had a relationship that lasted more than 3 months. I think mostly because I just prefer my own company to anyone else. Lately (over the last 2 years or so) I have found that I generally dislike people, I have become more irritable and have been having violent urges. I haven't acted on those urges because I understand the consequences. I don't see this as a problem it just is. I am starting to ramble on so I will end here. I am interested hearing someones opinion or guidance
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