Avatar Posted by ASLEEP-OR-DEAD 37 days ago (Question)
I'm not sure if this is part of my OCD or just nothing.

Anyway everytime I see a knife - I get these images in my head and although they don't bother me, it's kind of weird to keep having it.

It's hard to resist it though - some days it's really hard.
There's only really 1 thing stopping me - but I'm not sure that will last, if other people get involved.

It's mostly 1 person and just random people, that I think about stabbing.
1 of them is a nurse that works the same place my nurse does, she's 1 of the people that are going to try and kill me, but just for now she's getting information about me.

Just with things happening now - I'm sure if I'll start thinking this about my nurse again, everything she says seems to have a different meaning and although I don't want anything to happen - I don't know if later - it will be the same

Is this kind of similar to what other people with OCD get, that have these kind of thoughts?




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Written by Chemar 37 days ago Rating: 1 | Rate Answer: + -

Hi

you need to tell a professional therapist about this...the fact that you feel this nurse is "one of the people who are going to try to kill me" indicates to me you are in need of help. Plus the fact that you have these feeling about killing her is alarming.

Please speak to your therapist or doctor about these feelings before something tragic happens

Written by ASLEEP-OR-DEAD 36 days ago Rating: 0 | Rate Answer: + -

Thanks for replying.

I had something similar last time, but nothing happened then. I think there's something trying to control what I think though.

I wasn't sure if it was that or OCD.

It's just hard knowing if that is what I really want or not.

I'll tell my therapist next time I see her.

Written by Clyde 36 days ago Rating: 0 | Rate Answer: + -

Yes, please definitely tell her. It sounds to me like something else, but it could definitely be associated to it.

PLEASE TELL HER SOON, do not act on these actions (with the other nurse).

Best,

Clyde


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