I'm not sure if it is due to my parents having such high expectations out of me, but it seems the slightest failure and I crumble to pieces. I make such an effort to do everything and make everyone happy and am such a perfectionist, all it takes is one person who is important to me to get disappointed in me or I let them down and I'm an emotional wreck. Why is this? Does it have to do with my parents or father? I always felt like I let my parents down all the time when I was younger and for a long time I could have cared less what anyone thought, or so I thought. Now that I'm older I have such high expectations and aspirations in life I feel like the slightest slip up totally breaks everything down I've worked so hard for.