Avatar Posted by lock 96 days ago (Question)
as long as i can remember i've gotten satifaction out of hurting other and thinking about hurting other people. the earliest memory i have of this was when i was in preschool or maybe kindergarden and we all had our own "chubbies" where we'd hang our coats and i remember i once during recess i snuck back in the classroom with another kid and locked her in a chubby and sat in front of it so she couldn't get out i had her there for the whole recess while she cried and screamed and i just sat there laughing until i got caught.
i don't know why i did it and over the years i got alot worst and alot more mean. i know its very wrong but i kept doing it and enjoying it. even now i don't act on it as much anymore but i still think about
doing mean things to people just for the hell of it. again i don't know what i should do and i've never admited this anyone but even though i don't do act out as much i still feel really really angry. i've always felt angry for a very long time. i don't know what to do ?or why i feel this way



Answers


Chemar
96 days ago
Hi

it isn't possible for us to diagnose why you feel that way, but I would suggest discussing this with a psychologist to help you figure out why and try to correct things. Were you mistreated as a child?

I am glad you don't act on these feelings anymore but the fact that you are posting here suggests to me it must be disturbing you to think about it.

It's good you realize it is wrong. It is NEVER ok to harm others intentionally, whether physically or emotionally. I think that talking to a professional about this really would bring you more peace.
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