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Am I genuinely crazy?

Posted by SoFoolish 57 days ago (Question)

I found out my husband was talking to another married woman. He said he was sorry and it would never happen again, blah, blah, blah. A couple months later wouldn't you know he's been calling her again. So I called and explained to her that if she didn't already know, we are married and she needs to respect our relationship and leave him alone. Mind you, like I said, she is married too. Fast forward a couple more months again and they never did stop talking. I decided that I at least had to know who this woman was, it was really getting to me.Besides, I felt like her husband had the right to know what kind of waoman she was. So I payed quite a bit of money to many of these reverse cell phone searches but couldn't come up with anything but the carrier. So here's the part I'm pretty sure is crazy. I just couldn't let it go. I eventually thru trial and error broke the code on her cell account and accessed her call logs and info. I have to say I really didn't think about the fact that it was against the law until after the fact. Mind you, a 4 digit pin has 10,000 possibilities, about 5-6 hrs of time all together. I was almost posessed until I broke the code, it was really like an impulse I felt like I couldn't control. My question is not concerning him, I don't even want to go there,lol. Did I lose it for a minute or is that within the normal range when something like that happens? Should I be waiting for the next episode? And someone told me that it was wrong to her in general that I had no right. But I feel like they pushed me to that and why would I respect her? They have caused so much pain in my life why shouldn't she get dealt a little something back?