I have been crossdressing (M2F) since I was about 11. I enjoy the sexual feelings I have while dressed and I even have some feelings about being a woman. I am married and have two sons who are grown. I told my wife about my crossdressing after we were married but she doesn't understand it even says it makes her sick. I love her very much and don't want to lose her but I know my crossdressing is a part of me that I can't change and don't really want to change. I have tried explaining the aspects of crossdressing to my wife but she thinks it's gay and takes away from her femininity. We need help and guidance!