i think i have schizophrenia. i hear voices, and no matter how hard i try to tell my self there imaginary, they wont go away. i also see things and fell things that i hate. i fill like a monster for seeing and felling those things but they wont stop no matter how much i say no or try to push them out of my head. im so scared that i will turn into that person that i promised my self i would kill my self if i got close to it. some times i can stop the fillings and the imagis and the vocies but its getting harder. i want to see a docter but im afraid that i will be commited for ever because the fellings i have are so bad. pluse ive hear if you think of doing harm to your self or others that you will be commited for a verry long time. my question is if i can just see a docter and explane whats going on and get help without being commited?