I seem to have hit a dead end. I'm a 14 year old girl, a freshman in high school.
Prior to these past few years, I was overall, a happy, as well as likable child. I was diagnosed with Aspergers Syndrome at around age 10, which provided answers to some of my differences, such as my abnormally high intelligence and my difficulty with social interaction. Also, a year before that, when I was around 9, I started experiencing stress from time to time; no big deal, right? Unfortunately this stress has continued to accumulate over a period of 5 years, leading me into depression.
At this point, I have little to no motivation, very little true happiness, as well as just one friend, a few “internet friends” and an acquaintance or two; On a related note, I've never been interested in the opposite sex (nor the same sex). Neither of those things bother me, but I felt I should include them in case they were relevant.
I'm afraid of failing school, because my stress overwhelms me, leaving me unable to focus, or further my education. I also believe my high amount of stress is the reason I've been unable to lose weight, because not long after it began, I became extremely overweight, possibly obese, and haven't been able to lose any of it, despite the fact I eat relatively healthily and exercise regularly.
I currently see a therapist, have previously seen two others, and a school counselor. My parents also both have degrees in psychology, and none of the things anyone has suggested have helped me. My family also has a very limited income, so I'm unable to attend rehab or stress-relief schools/camps. Also, I've never felt suicidal or anything of the sort.
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