Right now, I don't even want to be alive. The only reason I haven't killed myself already is I have things to tie up. If I just up and offed myself too many people would blame themselves or asinine reasons that ultimately mean nothing to me. I may be suicidal but I don't want to leave people blaming themselves. This is all me.
Right now, I don't even want to be alive. The only reason I haven't killed myself already is I have things to tie up. If I just up and offed myself too many people would blame themselves or asinine reasons that ultimately mean nothing to me. I may be suicidal but I don't want to leave people blaming themselves. This is all me.
I don't feel like myself lately. a couple of weeks back, I had an intensely bad trip on mushrooms and followed up by some nights of drinking. About on the third night I started to feel very strange. Almost out of body. Like I was watching life unroll around me but had no control over my own. My heart races and I always wonder "Why do I feel like
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Okay, this is gonna sound like I'm a teenager but I'm not. I'm 51 years old and have been in a relationship with a 41 year old man for several months now. We have known each other for 10 years but when we first met we were "running partners" as active alcoholics/addicts. We lost touch due to my going away long term for treatment and him bei
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Okay, this is gonna sound like I'm a teenager but I'm not. I'm 51 years old and have been in a relationship with a 41 year old man for several months now. We have known each other for 10 years but when we first met we were "running partners" as active alcoholics/addicts. We lost touch due to my going away long term for treatment and him bei
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How would you define and identify a "thought?" What would you say a thought looks like? Because to me what we know of as "thoughts" seem more like fleeting "visions," "imaginations," or "expectations" about the future or past that I become aware of. They do not appear in my head with any language, rather it seems more like I translate th
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My 20 year old daughter was recently admitted to hospital during an episode of mania. She is no longer manic, but is still confused. She signed a loving letter to us with the wrong name, similar to hers but not hers. Is confusion following mania normal?
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I met this girl a week ago at my university and we've become really good friends. We often hang out together and eat together. Of course in a new environment, everyone is prone to get closer much more easily. I also made some other close female friends, but none of them are as close as we are. We sometimes share food and drinks and on occasion sh
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I've been having this problem for as long as I can remember. I grew up in a very abusive, dysfunctional family and have 2 older siblings. I live about a mile from one of them with their family and I'm happily married. My question is whenever anything, and I mean anything big happens there, I never hear anything from them. I have to find out 2nd
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